Being on the autistic spectrum really is alienating when it comes to feelings. You are flooded by your emotions and have a hard time dealing with them, yet people think you are cold hearted and insensitive. I have grown to think that autistics have more authentic emotions, because they are not…
Depression takes place on both sides.
There’s this movie called Tamagotchi: Happiest Story in the Universe!
Another anime movie gave me the feels. There’s this book called World’s Happiest Story. It’s about Happy (red hood guy) on a quest of looking his happiest thing. Happy left Lucky to go on an quest adventure. He was wealthy, defeated a dragon, and learned magic. But did these things make him happy? No. The happiest thing that he’s looking for was Lucky the dog. He realized that having friends is the happiest thing in his life.
That story book plot is similar to what’s happening to me. I’m wealthy at things, managed to bike really far, and practicing rhythm gaming. But these things make me the happiest? No. These are just my interests just to go momentum on my life.
My positive sides of life is filled with pridish acts. I was really filled with negatives even a single small thing that I can be on negative state instantly.
However, there’s one person who managed to put the band aids on my negatives and caused to care for others a bit especially to her. Similar to mine, she had anxiety depression.
I had a GREAT intention with her because it made me realized how I’ve passed life. Even tho I’m filled with negative, she managed to put band aids on it.
Until one day, her family stated I’m just a negative influence to people causing both of us not to meet each other IRL regularly. Due to this, it has become one of my roots on my anxiety depression. Even now, I can predict bad things for both sides unexpectingly. I even tried to make moves just to solve it, but no, it made worse. My family was fully supported on this one, but her family didn’t listen leading to some desperate measures I did.
To that person who band aid my negatives Chibitracy, thank you. You helped me to find a path of hope even I’m really negative to you. There’s no other person so far who managed to fix my negatives little by little. And I must return the favor by solving both of our anxiety depressions. :’^)
do you have those friends on tumblr
that you pretty much never talk to
but you follow them and they follow you
and whenever you see them on your dash
it just makes you smile and you’re so happy they’re there
and yet you’ve still barely spoken to one another
because i have a few of those
and i love you to bits okay
how I do my stuff. some people asked me some time before on how I color or what rendering is. like do i really sacrifice a virgin or what. no i dont.
I had a nightmare about friendship. I think it’s one of sign effects of anxiety depression. Why would you separate me because of that label? All I’m trying to do help each other and you separated us just because I’m a negative influence.
Er.. Anyone besides me plays Little Tail Story (リトルテイルストーリー)? I need some help and tips on this game. There’s a huge spike difficulty on this game and can’t solve it. I wanted some accurate translation info on the game as well. Thanks.